there’s a program to study abroad in Tanzania to do wildlife field research. I AM DYING I WANT TO GO SO BADLY UGH.

• fan
• pen and ink stuff
• incents
• candle
• cup for pens

this is the best high

I can’t do this. I can’t.
I don’t have a single person who cares about me anymore.

I have nobody. And I can’t deal with it.

I’m tearing myself apart.

I’m falling apart.

I’ve had to reset the modem three times today and its still not working. Looks like ill have to call Verizon and have them take a look at it. Id reset it and it’ll be a poor connection for like an hour, and then it’ll stop working again. Completely.